I found another site that I like a lot. It was easier for me to figure out!
AnyMarine.com

I'm a baby

SO this is how bored I am I've been watching the C-SPAN channel for hours now! I don't know what it is about it but I love it. I think I just need the T.V. on for the company but I can't stand most of the shit that's on so it's C-SPAN for me!

I don't really have much to say I guess. I'm just really really bored!

Well back to crying i just got off the phone with Kody and he made me cry and he didn't even know! I feel like such a baby but I think I'm jealous that he is out in Yuma. I know that he hates it and he says he's lonely but he's only been out there since Monday and I haven't gotten to talk to him except for like 5 mins! It sucks cuz there is a 3 hour time difference but it just seems like he doesn't even try. Like today I had to call him everytime I wanted to talk and then the most we said to each other was hi, what's up? I love you talk, to you later! I hate it and we got into a fight cuz he's spending so much money out there. And I wasn't even really mad about that cuz the Military gives him "allowance" it's just that he gets to go out whenever he wants and stay out till whenever and he doesn't bother to call me. I'm stuck at home trying so hard to get stuff done for my trip with both of the boys! I mena I know I'm not the only person with kids but I'm gonna bitch like I am! I just haven't had a day off in so long! I don't think it's too much to ask for a phone call! When we got off the phone just now he said "Sorry we didn't get to talk today" I mean that was sweet and everything but the day wasn't over and could he not step outside for 5 mintues to talk to me?

I guess I just need to get over it, but he tries to say shit like you know your gonna go and have fun in Oklahoma. Which I am I know but it's different when you have 2 kids. It's going to be fun but still really hard. I'm gonna have to carry them and their shit with me everywhere I go.I have to take Daylen to the bathroom, change dirty diapers, and feed them both for every meal. Yeah sounds like fun! I know I sound like a horrible mother but I'm really not. I love my boys more than anything! I just need a break sometimes and it just hurts my feelings it seems like Kody is just rubbing everything in my face! I know my trip to Oklahoma won't be as bad as it seems I'm just jealous!
Oh and I wanted really badly to adopt a soldier but I couldn't figure out the website! I'm not that Internet savvy yet though. But anyway if anyone has extra time you should check it out. There are so many soldiers deployed to Iraq and their families for whatever reason can't or just don't send them letters! You can register and adopt a soldier you just write them letters or e-mails you can even send them care packages! It is a really good website. I mean imagine being halfway around the world for a year and to not get a single letter from home. It just breaks my heart. Well here's the website you should check it out www.adoptaussoldier.org

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I started a really cool blog, well actually it's a glog. I am completley addicted to it!!! You should come check it out and tell me what you think! Thanks
http://meggylynn.glogster.com/Atlantic-Beach/

I can't stand people!!!

I just hate how there is no such thing as customer service anymore!!! I mean I just disconnected my sattelite service and there was a disconnection fee and everything that I already paid!! Then I get online to check my account and they withdrew $100 without even telling me!! SO I call and I'm like WTF. The woman was of course foreign and no help at all. I absolutley hate it when you can't even understand them over the phone. I'm not rasicst or anything it just really pisses me off. Anyway she says "ma'ma give me a minute to pull up you account" So I wait then she says" Well I see here where you have a credit of $100 would you like me to credit your account at this time?" so I get really pissed off and I say "I have a credit of $100 because the company just took it out of my bank account for no reason, hell yes I want a refund at this time!" She proceeds to tell me that the credit want get to me for 7-10 business days. What the fuck right?!?!? I mean they can take it out but they can't put it back. It's so fucking stupid!!!!!

And then, a couple of weeks ago my land lord re-did my patio which is really nice but he had to take down the fence that the sattelite was on and it cost me $30 to have some one come and put it back up. Well I told him and he said not to worry about it he would pay the $30. Then I get the bill and I had to pay the $30 so when I paid my land lord I just took the money out of my rent check. So when I was online today I see that he went ahead and took another $30 out even though I left a note with my check tellling him I left out the money you owe more for the sattelite thank you so much for resolving this. So I call him and ask him why he took that money. He says" I've been meaning to call you about that I didn't fully understand what you meant but you can just take the $30 out of next months rent" I said ok thanks.

So I call my husband and I was so mad I'm like what the fuck is wrong with these people!!!! I mean me leaving the money out next month is fine but it's the whole point that's what I was doing this month but he was probably just hoping i didn't notice. I hate people. But atleast I got everything fixed for now!!!

Sorry for the rant I was just really mad!

srewed by the green weinie!!!!

I'm so worried I just found out my husband might have to go on a MEU. That means we might get stationed on a different base and then he would have to go on debt for a year!!! A YEAR I can't belive it that is so long!!! He doesn't even know where they might be sending him. It sucks because all of this might be happening when I'm supposed to be in OK enjoying myself!! It's scary because he is one of only 3 Marines in all of Cherry Point that can go! God I hate the Marine Corps. It wouldn't be so bad if they would just tell us. I mean it might be kind of nice to get to move but I don't know cuz he thinks we would be stationed in Jacksonville and that place isn't any better than where we are now!!! It's just too much. I guess I'm just not going to worry about it for now and just think of my trip home. I just need to suck it up I knew this could happen and I told him he could join!! Man am I stupid

So I guess I get to go to Oklahoma after all!!!! I'm so excited. My mom is going to fly here to NC and then we are going to drive to OK. The only thing that sucks is that I'll have to drive back home by myself with 2 kids but oh well. I need a vacation!! I can't wait I've been really dissapointed latley about it but now I have something to look forward to!!!! It's going to be so much fun and I get to see my sister-in-law Kassie graduate from college so that makes me happy.

Oh and maybe I'll finally get to go out to the bar with someone. It's sad since I've been 21 I have never gone out drinking. I'm such a loser but I guess that's what kids do for you!!! LOL I do love my kids though but as much fun as they are sometimes I need a break.

Yeah I get to see Trina and Aidan and her hubby Josh. It feels like forever since I've been home but it's only been like 3 months or something. Anytime is too long to be away from the people you love.

Oh my goodness I'm so excited!!!!!

Same 'ole

I'm bored sitting at home with my hubby. I'm trying to figure out a way to fly home to Oklahoma when he deploys at the end of this month but plane tickets are so damn expensive!!!! It makes me sad cuz I miss all my friends and family. Especially TRINA!!!! My mom was pretty sad too. If I get to lonely I guess I'll just have to drive even though it takes 23 hours driving not counting stops!!!! Why did Kody have to join the Marine Corps!!!