SO this is how bored I am I've been watching the C-SPAN channel for hours now! I don't know what it is about it but I love it. I think I just need the T.V. on for the company but I can't stand most of the shit that's on so it's C-SPAN for me!
I don't really have much to say I guess. I'm just really really bored!
Well back to crying i just got off the phone with Kody and he made me cry and he didn't even know! I feel like such a baby but I think I'm jealous that he is out in Yuma. I know that he hates it and he says he's lonely but he's only been out there since Monday and I haven't gotten to talk to him except for like 5 mins! It sucks cuz there is a 3 hour time difference but it just seems like he doesn't even try. Like today I had to call him everytime I wanted to talk and then the most we said to each other was hi, what's up? I love you talk, to you later! I hate it and we got into a fight cuz he's spending so much money out there. And I wasn't even really mad about that cuz the Military gives him "allowance" it's just that he gets to go out whenever he wants and stay out till whenever and he doesn't bother to call me. I'm stuck at home trying so hard to get stuff done for my trip with both of the boys! I mena I know I'm not the only person with kids but I'm gonna bitch like I am! I just haven't had a day off in so long! I don't think it's too much to ask for a phone call! When we got off the phone just now he said "Sorry we didn't get to talk today" I mean that was sweet and everything but the day wasn't over and could he not step outside for 5 mintues to talk to me?
I guess I just need to get over it, but he tries to say shit like you know your gonna go and have fun in Oklahoma. Which I am I know but it's different when you have 2 kids. It's going to be fun but still really hard. I'm gonna have to carry them and their shit with me everywhere I go.I have to take Daylen to the bathroom, change dirty diapers, and feed them both for every meal. Yeah sounds like fun! I know I sound like a horrible mother but I'm really not. I love my boys more than anything! I just need a break sometimes and it just hurts my feelings it seems like Kody is just rubbing everything in my face! I know my trip to Oklahoma won't be as bad as it seems I'm just jealous!
Oh and I wanted really badly to adopt a soldier but I couldn't figure out the website! I'm not that Internet savvy yet though. But anyway if anyone has extra time you should check it out. There are so many soldiers deployed to Iraq and their families for whatever reason can't or just don't send them letters! You can register and adopt a soldier you just write them letters or e-mails you can even send them care packages! It is a really good website. I mean imagine being halfway around the world for a year and to not get a single letter from home. It just breaks my heart. Well here's the website you should check it out www.adoptaussoldier.org
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
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Yeah, it never is easy with kids. Even a break is never a break. Now that Aidan is potty training I have to be with him 24 hours a day... blah. It is a lot of work. It's wonderful... but it's a lot of work. Well, you and I will have a fun time this month! We'll find a night to go out and NOT be mommies!!
The hardest things are always the most rewarding but I can understand how you might be taxed but stick in there.
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